by ~katrinzhidkova
I'm talking about the same guy that made be like tall guys, that made be like guys with monolids. The same guy that was in a relationship at the time. The same guy I wished all the best to with his 'current girlfriend at the time' (yes, he's single now).
Recounting from my post "Serious Feelings" on 6th of February 2012 I wrote the following words:
But sadly this cute guy has a girlfriend already so I wish him the best in his relationship. I really do. Even though I do wish that he was single... sigh. Now I'm just waiting for my eyes to wander towards someone else so I can get my mind off of him and don't be so sad. I know my eyes will wonder so no relationship for me yet, I need a few years for me to flirt and flaunt freely so all this eye wandering stuff will go away. But tall good looking 1.80m guys are hard to find, especially tall guys that have a good build and are not lanky/like-a-stick.
So here's a note to my destined one:
Just give me a few years of partying and of finding myself before you come ask me the question. I should focus on my future career in this point in time.
Recounting from my post "Serious Feelings" on 6th of February 2012 I wrote the following words:
But sadly this cute guy has a girlfriend already so I wish him the best in his relationship. I really do. Even though I do wish that he was single... sigh. Now I'm just waiting for my eyes to wander towards someone else so I can get my mind off of him and don't be so sad. I know my eyes will wonder so no relationship for me yet, I need a few years for me to flirt and flaunt freely so all this eye wandering stuff will go away. But tall good looking 1.80m guys are hard to find, especially tall guys that have a good build and are not lanky/like-a-stick.
So here's a note to my destined one:
Just give me a few years of partying and of finding myself before you come ask me the question. I should focus on my future career in this point in time.
I don't think I've ever liked someone for so long without seeing them. I stopped thinking about him for a few months in between then and now because uni was taking its toll but now the thought of him is back. I think about him every night before I go to sleep. I know it's not love because love is when you love someone for both their good and bad. I don't know what his 'bad' qualities are. But the most I can say is... well this crush is serious. I wonder how long this crush will last.
Or maybe it's just the songs I keep listening to, because they remind me of him, of his voice, of the two days we spent together (not alone though), and they have a more everlasting memory. Maybe because it's the fact that I have only seen him for two days so there's this perfect image I have of him in my mind. If I spend more time around/with him, I'll maybe realise all his flaws and stop liking him so much.