Airhead Issue

Okay, so this month's issue wasn't the best. Actually I really hate it, it was really really rushed. But it allowed me to push the boundaries with photoshop. Probably not the best kind of 'out of boundaries' work. But since November is my birthday, it's very special to me. I think this may be one of the top best issues I've done so far, along with May's Fall in Love issue. See for yourself on the 1st of November!!

FASHINSPIRATION: Head Pieces

The following are all from asos. I find them all magical, head pieces give you a beautiful character, each with their own story.
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FASHINSPIRATION: Army Green

So lately I've been sharing way too much personal related posts, more specifically, personal love related posts so I think it's time to balance this blog up with some more fashion related ones.

I think army green is a better colour for the fall and it's spring here, but I haven't actually worn my army green jacket that I bought from last trip back to GZ. So I will take this chance to wear a jacket before it's too late. The coming days are heating up. 29 degress on Thursday!! YAYYY! Summer is coming!!

FASHINSPIRATION: Orange Lips

Ok, so this is more 'beauty' than it is 'fashion' related but I think the lips here are a fashion accessory. So in the 'fashinspiration' category it shall go into.

Epiphany: New generation of Lovers

Wow, I just had an epiphany.

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by ezorenier

I can't expect him to be like the traditional guy my parents expect him because I am no traditional girl. Yes, I am conservative but that's the only traditional element about me. I don't cook, I don't clean, and I place huge importance in my education and intelligence. There is nothing traditional about that.

And he doesn't expect me to cook, to clean, to be a stay-at-home wife when we get married. He says he will allow me to go out and work even though he says his mother expects his sons' wives to cook and clean. I can't be so selfish and expect something of him that he doesn't expect of me.

This is a new generation. New standards.

We have different things that attract us in this new generation.

He can love me and care for me in a different form. Just because he doesn't do it the traditional way does not mean that he loves and cares for me any less.

Thank you epiphany.

FASHINSPIRATION: Sandals

I don't think I have ever done a proper fashion post here. Well apologies, I shall make up for it by beginning now. This post will be spamming you will sandals since it's warming up over here in Australia now. Beach weather <3

Anyway, here are inspirations from Miranda Kerr and Rosie Huntington-Whiteley

  

Ballin' - 2013 MSU Harry Potter & the Chamber of Secrets

Went ballin' without my baby (I should start calling him names) cause he didn't want to go. I'm so lenient and undemanding of him, didn't pressure him at all. People are beginning to persuade me to think that I'm spoiling him, parents included. Anyway, all drama aside, here's the photos from the night!! Was such an awesome ball because the music was top-notch!! Love the classics!!

 

Who I Am

Empty

by EmilySoto
Because of my parents I have become super sensitive to everything that happens in a relationship. I over-analyse EVERYTHING. I'm a freak and I think only you can handle this side of me. That's why a relationship feels like a burden to me. I feel bad to say this but I'm happier single. Only thing is, I can't picture myself with anyone else but you. I guess you just came at the wrong time? I don't know what to do with myself. I have been craving to see you for the past 2 or 3 weeks and now that I've spent a whole day with you, but with you not being your usual energetic crazy self and leaving me feeling awkward, uncomfortable and confused, I don't think I want to see you anytime soon. I kind of... (feel so horrible saying this but...) miss being single.... 

It's either you were tired today (highly likely with all the assessments you are having these days) or you were bored... of me. And that's a huge fear of mine, I constantly think one day you'd just leave me because you'd get bored of me. That's how people fall apart, they get bored. And I don't think I'm an interesting person to be around. The way you acted around me today, I got scared. You send my insecurities shooting up, unintentionally no doubt, and I feel like running again. I run because I'm worried you would run. And that's selfish. Because that means I'd rather hurt you than be hurt. I'm running, but I'm not leaving you. I just need time to calm myself, because I'm scared. I'm going to always care about you and constantly try and not hurt you. Because you are so brave to just give your heart to me like this, even I after I rejected it the first time. How can you be so brave, I wish I could be as brave as you...